Just because I’m not actively involved with the people I sleep with doesn’t mean that I don’t care. I do care, of course, and I care about my partners, but I also care about my friends, my family, my co-workers, and I care about the people around me.
I want to be able to talk to my friends and family about their relationships. I want to be able to talk to the people I work with about their relationships. I want to be able to talk to the people I work with about the people around them. I want to have a relationship with the people I care about for the rest of my life.
The problem is that most of us don’t have a relationship that lasts for the rest of our lives. We don’t have the capacity to be friends with an ex for the rest of our lives. We don’t have the capacity to bond over the things that matter. We don’t have the capacity to share in life’s joys and sorrows. And we don’t have the capacity to be truly present in their lives.
In other words, I dont want to be in a relationship with someone who has no idea what it feels like to be in love with someone else. I dont want to be in a relationship with a person who doesnt know what love feels like. I dont want to be in a relationship with a person who has no idea what the first date feels like. I dont want to be in a relationship with a person who just wants to sit on their back porch and read a book.
To be clear, I do not want to be in a relationship with a person who doesn’t love me. This is not a complaint, really. I just don’t know what that feels like.
It feels like it should, but I can’t shake the feeling that the person I’m with could be a psychopath. They could be a child or some twisted version of what I want. I feel like I should be able to like who I want and be ok with that. But I am not okay with that. I’m ok with being in a relationship, but I am not ok with being in a relationship with a psychopath.
That is exactly how I feel about Natalie and Matt. I think they are awesome guys and Im happy to have them in my life, but I cant stand the thought that I could be in an abusive relationship with them. I feel like I’m being a hypocrite.
The new trailer (which was released a few days before its official release) gives us a little more insight into the story’s main character. Colt Vahn is a party-loving guy, but he’s not really into being a party-guy. He thinks he can get away with murder, but he doesn’t even know if he’s capable of being a murdering party-guy. Matt is the party-guy.
When you go back to the game, you can ask what you can and can’t ask of the party-guys. If you ask them to show you something important, they might not show it. If you ask to eat or drink, they might not do it. They could be drunk.
Matt Lauer plays the character of Matty Vahn, who is on Deathloop to escape his own party-life. (He’s a party-guys secret agent, but he hasn’t been invited to the party yet.) He finds his way back to Blackreef to join Colt’s group of Visionaries after they are forced to abandon it because of a “mishap” of a mysterious character’s murder.